Vulnerable…

You go around thinking your invincible.  Thinking this is just having fun, no attachments and no expectations.  And then out of the blue with no explanation he doesn’t return your texts, phone calls, and emails.  The truth of the matter is that you were right in thinking that it was just having fun but at the same time your ego can take a beating when you are forgotten or thrown away like yesterdays trash.  There was no future in the two of you being together so really it had to end sometime.  But why in such a cold matter?  Why couldn’t this person just say what they mean?  Why are you left feeling like you are freezing to death?

Fine.  It is over.  Even the text you sent him asking him to let you know what is going on is being ignored.

So you move on.

Yes you had fun with him but fun times end.

You need to get into a real relationship anyways.

You know that exercise is supposed to help with depression but it isn’t helping right now.  You want to eat everything to make you warmer somehow.  You want to sleep until this passes because the days seem so long when you are waiting for a response that will never come.

All you can think is what did you do wrong.

~ by jwlrose on August 20, 2008.