Reese’s peanut butter cups…

I don’t know about you but I get random smell memories… Like just a few seconds ago my nose smelled Reese’s peanut butter cups and I smiled.  There are no Reese’s peanut butter cups around at all so what makes my nose smell these random foods?  Whatever it is I don’t really mind.

On another tagent I couldn’t help but continue to envision me leaning back into a guys arms as we sat on a couch with his arms completely around me.  That close intimate contact was what I really really wanted and yet I can’t seem to get.  Makes me a little sad.

I still check his Myspace to see if he has been on and read my email telling him how great he was.  He hasn’t.  It is July and he is supposed to be back in this state within the next week.  Will he contact me? I doubt it.  Dont’ you just love feeling and being vulnerable…? Fuck it, NO!

~ by jwlrose on July 2, 2008.